never felt so alone in my life.

it's good to be alive. i love my friends, but i want a girl to give her the world. mmm first i wanna know her name though

dear live journal,
fdjkrieufjker much? blah... I don't know I'm confused :\ I love kelli though, and everyone who's concerned and misses. I'm excited to take my step back to reality. I hope i'm not too quiet and ruin everyone's fun though :/

I love you.

Current Music: Hazel & Vine:You Were Meant For Me

she's moved on and there's nothing i can do, but just sit at home miss the spiderman 3 premire and be bummed because im watching the fresh prince. oh well. we rediscover ourselfs or ill find someone better.

tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm leaving you, this time its for good
tell all my friends that I'm dead
it won't be long before you forget my name

can you tell
that I'm losing myself
I think I'm trying too hard to
let it show
to let you know
Don't trace your footsteps back to me

cause I've been gone for a long time
waiting on the sidelines
hoping for a chance to play
well I thought I would never leave anything behind
I also never thought I'd say

tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm leaving you, this time its for good
tell all my friends that I'm dead
it won't be long before you forget my name

can you tell
that I don't know myself
I need someone to remind me
to let it go
please let me know
Don't trace your footsteps back to me

cause I've been gone for a long time
waiting on the sidelines
hoping for a chance to play
well I thought I would never leave anything behind
I also never thought I'd say

tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm leaving you, this time its for good
tell all my friends that I'm dead
it won't be long before you forget my name

and if I had the chance
to do it all again
I wouldn't expect anything less
and if I had the chance
to do it all again
I wouldn't expect
I wouldn't expect anything less

tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm leaving you, this time its for good
tell all my friends that I'm dead
it won't be long before you forget my name

forget my name

Current Music: A New found Glory:Forget My Name

I decided I want to get away from the world for a bit. I decided I need to become a better person. I decided I need to plant my feet on the ground and find my roots. I decided I need to focus. I decided there isn't anything grand about what I've become lately. I decided to keep to myself for once. I decided ill let everyone know when I come back to reality.

I make stupid decisions, really. I don't want to state or discuss my decisions to anyone anymore. please don't ask me about it or anything. to everyone who has texted me, called me, IM'd me, or myspaced me. I'm sorry I haven't replied. I just need space from everyone right now. I swear I don't have anything against anyone. to anyone who is worried about me, I'm sorry for worrying you. I'm okay and thank you so much for caring.

Day seven. It’s been a week and I've only talked to Kaye, I talked to Janine for a little bit, and I talk to Carissa at times. other than that I haven't spoken or seen anyone. If anyone what's to tell me anything-just text me, ill read it. if it’s important then.. you know where I work. you know where I live. come visit me.

so dear xanga & live journal subscribers, until the next time. ill try and keep you posted.

I said, "go explore those other women, the geography of their bodies...but there's just one map you'll need. you're a boomerang, you'll see. You will return to me." fin.

thank you.

enrique g
"kiki"

Current Music: Angels & Airwaves:Do It For Me Now

i love my friends

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: What We Hate, We Make